Creative Withdrawl

Have you ever had unidentifiable emotions? If only words could express the confusion I feel right now! Please don't mistake this for depression. Honestly, I haven't been happier in years. Rather, this unknown feeling is a welling-up of creative energy begging to be let loose. Unfortunately, I have neither the time nor the energy to create right now...or ever, it seems. This creative withdrawl has begun to take a toll on my spirit; it seems to have changed who I am. If only I could turn to a pencil and paper rather than a laptop keyboard, perhaps that would keep me true to myself. Maybe if I could spend more time with my camera examining the minute beauties of the world around me, such gems of life that are lost in the hustle of daily living...perhaps that would tame the fire in my heart. I've lost the creative freedom I used to enjoy, and now I am left with a listless ennui (it's a cool word, look it up). There is some potential here...at least I recognize this emotion now.